CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THIS WAY

This year has been quite the struggle for me. I haven't been able to focus on my craft as much as others have. Finance has been a question to me for awhile now. Things just seem to pop up when I think things are gonna get better. I'm not sure what it is about all this shit that I'm dealing with right now.

I have so many things that I want to finish that have to be on hold at the moment. This struggle of trying to keep things together is definitely wearing me down. I don't know what to do and how I'm going to do it, but being in situations like these force me to take things up a notch. I don't like to look for shit like this, but hey... this is what it is I suppose.

I'm only hoping that if I get that break I will do my best to help others who need it. Because I know that more people have been through worse than I have, but I just can't help but feel this way. I sometimes think that things will only get worse. But hey... that's life right?