I'M WRITING THIS ON 11/29/17. THE DAY BEFORE MY BROTHER'S BDAY

At this moment I'm at a really happy point in my life. I know I have good things ahead of me and I know that things will finally be alright. In a few days I'll be heading back to Connecticut with a piece of mind that I haven't had in awhile. And with most of the negativity I've had over the years I think it's time that my dreams start to come to fruition. I know that being realistic is something I'd have to consider, but at this moment I think things can really happen.

I'm fortunate to be around friends and family who support me all the way. I think that most of them see the potential of who I am and what I want to do in my life. I try to encourage them to shoot for the stars as well. I know it may not be easy, but I think that things can really work out. I have someone that I'm seeing at the moment and I have people that want me back to Cali. I want to live back the life I lived when I was here in the Bay and I want to share it with someone. And I'm sure I'll be able to do it with the person I'm seeing right now.

Life is starting to shape up. I know that things will be hard, but I think it'll be worth it if I just kept believing. I know that my ups and downs can come around, but this time I think I'm more stable than ever before. I just hope I can keep this momentum going as much as I can. Just believe guys.