BUENO POWER VLOG #64 - HAPPIEST OF BDAYS
Monday, June 25, 2018
Fun times all the time. I can't wait for more. This summer is off to a good start
Fun times all the time. I can't wait for more. This summer is off to a good start
The summer has been so good so far and I'm so happy that I'm with the people that I'm with and I'm so happy that I'm not extremely depressed and I'm so happy that I don't need to feel sorry for myself for things I shouldn't feel sorry for.
It's been interesting taking pictures of her more often than I have in the past. There are so many reasons why I'm so attracted by this person. Knowing that I'm in equal level with somebody is refreshing and I can't even begin to feel like we are definitely in this together rather than being alone most of the time.
I think this summer is gonna be my best. It seems like my spirit has been lifting up lately and I feel like there's so much I'm going to be doing. It's what I've been waiting for as previous years I was stuck at a house with this sense of loneliness. I can't wait to be with my girl and my friends again.
I'm reminded by these three as they have helped me through my tough times. Thank you guys for your support. My life is better because of you three.
Mental health is probably one of the most critical things a person needs to maintain. From someone who still continues to struggle with depression these reports hits close to home. Friends and family have taken their own lives because of this. Medicine and counseling is out there, but we (even myself) don't take the time to evaluate that. Life is too busy to be sad and sadness is a weakness. We must flex our muscles to hide what we fight inside.
This was fun to do and I hope that I get to more of these things in the near future. Enjoy the vid!
We could have many drinks together and I'd be fine with that. It's been great being around you and I hope I can be around you for a long time.
Dear May,
Uninspired and so tired and feeling frustrated and being broke and not getting what I need and realizing that things will get tougher and just feeling straight up shitty is not how I wanted to start and finish with you. C'mon... throw me a fucking bone. Now I'm struggling and can't get my head straight. Thanks you fucking asshole.